Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Symone, 030793 hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Tagboard. Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives September 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, September 28, 2009 moved. MOVED TO HTTP://WWW.UGLYTRUTHS.TUMBLR.COM. DO RELINK AND CONTINUE TO SUPPORT ^^ FOLLOW ME, HEHE, BAIBAI! XD out. you made me lost trust in you babe, so sorry you are out. <: deeper when i don't see you, the love in me grew deeper. privilege Its a privilege for you as i led you into my tiny weeny heart. (L) Sunday, September 27, 2009 reasons. the reason why i love you. 1. you are great. 2. you are amazing. 3. you are great in kissing me (-: 4. you are so cute. 5. you are the best. 6. you loves me. 7. because i do. 8. you provides the best hug. 9. i feel safe being with you. 10. you were my bestfriend. 11. you meant alot alot to me. 12. you are simply, lovable. :) 13. we make a sweet couple. (LOL) 14. we have great dreams that are waiting for us. 15. because, i love you. ^^ boyfriend, baby, boy, sayang, cintaku, kanda, wang zi, darling, dear, whatever you call it. last night. yesterday i asked you via msn, how much do i meant to you. you said : millions and i went hmm, my boyfriend is greeaaaaaaaaaaaaat. C: completed and yes, youuuuuuuu {3 mwahz. letters i once wrote letters to this pretty boy who i once loved, and i wrote for 9 months. And it was a amazing thing that he actually kept it. But after 8 month and half, there's one bad person took the letters and it was being given out to the classmates around her and people started to make stories about me. but the good thing is that, now i can annonunce that this 2 person are just plainly baddies. and the letters are with me right now. \m/ Saturday, September 26, 2009 goooooodnightos. babyboy ordered me to shut down my lappy at 11pm sharp and now its 11.14, he will be mad. so yeah, till here homies, bye and goodnight. 8) 11.11 its 11.11, i love you. i know im suppose to sleep. :( you make me smile and yes, i mean it. ^^v ribbon i love that, sexxxxy (y) first boyfie my first boyfriend told me that i can have a second boyfriend, figure it out 8) long hair. i want my hair to be like her's. 8) Friday, September 25, 2009 meows? i hate cats, but i find this cute. how stupid am i =.= resting because you've been running around in my mind. hehe 8) Thursday, September 24, 2009 goodnightz. to those who had a bad day today like me > tomorrow, i belive, it will be better. to those who had a great day today > happy for you, tomorrow will be even better. love y'all, bye earth (: guys and girls. Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive. Girls can forgive but can’t forget. Guys break up when they feel love from another girl. Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man. Guys feel curiosity towards all girls. Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them. When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl. When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy. But finally, guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last. heartfelts We’ll have a lifetime full of love, And it will happen because of you. Thanks babyboy, i love you always. No matter what happens. <: :( thats how i feel right now, tears are dropping, arrrrrrgh. if only i hate to have things that got me worried about. i hate crying. Wednesday, September 23, 2009 tomorrow be much more happier i meant. goodnight people! <: today. today i think i did my best in keeping happy. today i think, i failed in making my bestfriend, fadhila smiled the whole day. but i hope, she is feeling better after heeding my advices. today i skipped my remedial class and went out of school with boyfriend. boyfriend was being such a sweet thing to me today, i mean he always does, but today is just different. i know its hard for a relationship to last, but im willing to try, and i told myself, i must last long with you. you have the warmest hug, sweetest kiss. You are the most caring boy, and the best bestfriend/boyfriend. i love you the most, <: you are the best gift \m/ plaits hmm coool, baby love this, and he always wants me to tie this. WAHAHA. :P there's love The feeling was so strong that it lasted for so long, seems like there's no way to let it disappear. And babyboy, i mean it, i really don't want to lose you no matter what, hehe <: irreplaceable. hehe, yes youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu (: bye! out to school, bye earthling. catch up with y'all soon yeh. (L) Woman. “ Whatever you give a woman, she’s going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she’ll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So - if you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of shit. sold for ciggerattes gorgeous hair the hair, i so want it. >: New day morning, its a brand new day. yipeeee~ Im heading to school soon. \m/ Tuesday, September 22, 2009 decisions Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you? Okay. “ Please just don’t give up on me. Because underneath all my mistakes, imperfections, and disappointments, I’m just a simple girl who really does love you, and I’m sorry if sometimes I’m seriously too over and too stubborn, because im just really afraid of losing you baby. all the time thats why im like this. pissed i hate the feeling of being locked. hmph >: I thought At least People says there's at least one great love in your life. Where's mine? Are you the one? in a crowd. maybe to you, im just a face in a crowd, right? Best ever I will be your best ever kept secret, your sweetest sin, and your most grave mistake. ^^ pooh and piglet "Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. “Pooh!” he whispered. “Yes, Piglet?” “Nothing,” said Piglet, taking Pooh’s paw. “I just wanted to be sure of you." - sold for ciggerattes. Monday, September 21, 2009 white lie my first white lie to get myself some fun-ness was when im primary 5. i lied to my mom that i had projects from 10.30am to 12.30am and 1pm school starts. but in the end, i went to Jowel's condo with ma other classmates to have some magic games and cupnoodles, i had 2 cup-noodles. hehe! \m/ white lie, hmmm, oh yeah! definately ive got no clue whether do i like you, but im definately sure that i love you so much. :) weaken My muscles may weaken, but I’m still consistently leaping at opportunities to touch you. It’s becoming blaringly obvious that i’m still after you. - emzskidoodles Your minnie mouse To my mr Mickey, you are the only person who can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. :) My boyfriend's nick is really mickey, no joke!! :P Life. Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smiled. love What is love? Love is when we bickers. Love is when we missed each other. Love is about both of us. Love is that its a fact that we can't be angry with each other for more than 15 seconds. Love is when there is alot more of spaces available, he comes and sit with me. Love is when you can feel the warmth around you when you are feeling cold. Love is when he makes me jealous and then take the chance to hug me and let me know how much he loves me. Love is when i look into his eyes. Love is there when me and him plays the game that we always played @ 128. Love is when he boards his bus after saying love you softly to me and i will start to miss him. Love is all about me and him, just between both of us. Love is all within our control, :-) sweet yeah? nobody but you. LMAOZS?! taken over. It’s such a horrible feeling when I know I can be replaced as and when, and the fact that I have been. another prreety face fuh, i like her hair \m/ joke. “ I hope life isn’t a big joke, because I don’t get it. — Jack Handy dignity With too much of a guy's dignity, it hurts a girl's dignity. xoxo morning people, i miss the particular guy with long eyelashes, who else? my boyfriend. :( do the cool way. its gettin late, bye! Sunday, September 20, 2009 riana oh yeah. http://ordinar-ygerl.blogspot.com/ she is a gangsta, im scared of her, do refer to her 23rd august post. hehe, big fuck bodoh, waaaaaaaaaah ._. I wanna cry liao, LOLLLLLLLLLLLL. today today i had a great day. i went for work late, my phone line is back to mama naty <: i texted boyfriend telling him that i had good news with me today. i found out that im actually not bad in being happy. :/ my farmville's vege just died on me. *ohman..... me resturant workers are so worn out after working for 1 whole day without me giving 'em breaks, hope they won't hate me. i had 2 cups of sugarcane juice today. im very amazed with my parents's reaction today. today is finally sunday, can't wait for school day yo. :-) hilarious this made me laughed. how about you? tyvm To all those girls who backstabbed me, the girl who i use to be so close with her, to those boys who made my heart broken, to the betch who acted infront of me and him differently, to those people out there who made me cried for nights, to every humans who badmouthed me, to those humans who hates me to the core, i would like to say thanks for making me much stronger.like what emzskidoodles said, "No matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me."Hehe, so tyvm, so glad that you are nolonger related or even talking to me!! :D top 10. what i love the most when im with you. 1. I feel safe. 2. You don't give me a chance to frown. 3. The comfort between us is there. 4. The way you always tease me. 5. The way you reacts when i irritates you with my tongue sounds. 6. The way you pujoks me when im jealouz. 7. The way you talks to me. 8. When we are bickering about motorcycles and vehicles. 9. The way we look at each other when we kisses. 10. The way you love me like as if is end of the world. i love you! hehe, mwarks baby! Beginning let me hold you till the fear in me subsides, its just the beginning. swing. how cool and lovely. \m/ Favourite thing. Sometimes my favourite thing is to just be alone and think about you and smile to myself. ^^ Like i said again, this isn't my 2nd blog, its a blog for me to post random stuffs, and random pictures, i have dreams, so why not fufill my dreams here? Haha okay rubbish, bai. :D Sometimes. sometimes, i just don't know why am i feeling this way. sometimes i have the urge of hugging you. sometimes i feel like shouting to everyone that i love you so. is this how people who are in love feels? i wonder. red nails. Red nails after 8th october, yayyyy. lil darlings. Aww, cute lil darlings. :) Most. when people ask me what i like best, i said i like you the most. Never let go. Take my hand and never let go. :-) #1. Hello earthlings, i've opened up this blog for random notes and quotes. Do drop by and leave a tag. And if you wanna link me up, you may. Im fine with it, im kinda excited, hehe n_n alrighty, ciaos! Labels: Introduction
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay